it's has been nearly a month i was working @ my dad company and ever since the most important ppl in my life leave the family and continue on her own carrer after lots of arguement for bout 5 or 6 years finally the decision has been made and this decision really change the way of my life...
If i was bk at my hometown last time i never work nor even look at the business of my dad company but this time i was force to during this period i had suffer, drown in a pool of tears, being lock in a cage and lots more now i can imagine how she feels for bout 10 years and i am really proud of her.... for the current moment i was force to work the night shift and sometimes from night till evening if for 2 shift the result of it sure very bad for example end up with some fight btw father and son the worst happen yesterday (haiz) i dun deserve this kinda lifestyle cz i dont think this is the way that i had choose to live.... everytime when i was about to give up you will be there and ask me to hang on but for this time i think i will dissapoint you....
forget bout it this kinda thing will only turn me down.... as for today i think this will be the 2nd time for my own little drinking section (lolz) from 12am till 10am that the last section of my drinking till when i went to b.fast the lady boss was shock and giving out some weird and funny faces haahahaha if it happens again today ill try to snap a pic of it and post it here (haha) whats wrong with drinking in the early morning? ( i had no idea )
all right i will continue next time.... dun ask me when....
hahaha, it has been some time since i update my blog... not that i dun have the time just kinda lazy to update and i dunno wat to write ( its impossible to write bout myself everyday or wat happen to me....) dont ask me why lolz, ok lets begin ermmm where should i start with....
2 month... i dont think so that i will write everything down, so ill just start with this past few weeks... recently i dun go out that much just stay inside the room and if i go out also for class at college to face the lecturer and some bunch of kids which i... forget bout it ( dont get me started with my class thingy), lunch either medan, orange, corner or LV ( the food there is much more better than poolside and the most important part is u can smoke there and the convenience store there got sell cigs), dinner usually at medan , or sometimes breakfast at medan with hong after playing psp or chatting non stop from mid night till morning.... ( thx for borrowing me ur ear ya lolz )
well, wat am i doing at room? sleep? watchin series like legend of seeker, big bang theory, robin hood ( this only happen once i cant rmb wat movie im watchin but i watch till i'm sleepin in front of my computer... ) or sometimes ill be lookin the view of sunway from 12th floor my unit >.< ( either im smoking or after some argue with my parent on the phone) haiz, life sucks if only they will listen to me or und this is my life so ill be the one to choose which path should i be.... ( i dont feel like continue on this topic)... ohyea, im addicteed to the archery at sunway pyramid after playin with my sister ( main point after watchin the series robin hood >.< ) gosh, if any1 of u feel like going let me know ya lolz, herm, after leaving arcade world for 4 or 5 month im back to the world again.... playing ID5 ( drift, drift drift) its not a easy game so to get pro u need more coins.... (broke) LMAO
ohyea, today cj came and bring me, hong and flora to AC yamcha session but end up only me, cj and hong keep on talking ( flora was like..... aiyah the topic we chat u not gham u de larh LMAO) after that me and hong went to pyramid to meet my friends Soba to collect something that was belongs to me hahahaha.... after collecting me and him decided to go arcade (although i wanted to go to archery...) but nevermind i am addicted to both of it... and that we had out dinner at Kim Gary nice dinner ate till like..... ( dont wanna rmb the feeling i was damn full >.< ) after dinner look at time gosh, it was still early 9 something only lets go arcade again, and at last i created my own ID5 card and the car that i choose was AE86 Levin.... gosh.... argh! i need more power.... Upgrade! Upgrade Upgrade! (this will cost me alot.... so better start another pig bank for arcade >.<)
ok, i think i will stop here for the current moment cz i wanna continue on playing my psp game Rock Bank Unplugged ( 2 songs then mayb i will sleep ) well for those that got psp u should try out the game.... it gots lotsa nice song ( try out urself and u will know) currently i am listening to the offspring - Kristy Are U Doing Ok... love the song once i listen to it at LV while having my lunch..... errr, lets spam the lyric here....
The Offspring - Kristy Are U Doing Ok?
there's a moment in time
and it's stuck in my mind
way back when we were just kids
cuz your eyes told the tale
of an act of betrayal
i knew that somebody did
oh waves of time
seem to wash away the scenes of our crimes
for you this never ends
can you stay strong
can you go on
Kristy are you doing okay
a rose that wont bloom
winters kept you
don't waste your whole life trying t get back what was taken away
though the marks on your dress have been neatly repressed
i knew that something was wrong
and i shoulda spoke out
and i'm so sorry now
i didn't know cuz we were so young
oh clouds of time seem to rain on innocence left behind
and never goes away
can you stay strong
can you go on
Kristy are you doing okay
a rose that wont bloom
winters kept you
don't waste your whole life trying t get back what was taken away
oh clouds of time seem to rain on innocence left behind
and never goes away
and never goes away
can you stay strong
can you go on
Kristy are you doing okay
a rose that wont bloom
winters kept you
don't waste your whole life trying t get back what was taken away
don't waste your whole life trying t get back what was taken away
nice lyric rite? hahahah.... okay i will stop here for today and i will try my best to update everyday..... anyway
-chiaoz-
[The Outlaws darkAssassin07]
i dun know what am i doing recently... hahahah, YoNgZ happy birthday although is kinda late to post this kinda message up but who cares as long as i was there celebrate with u can d, hahaha wont forget the night @ caltex petrol station car park no1 dares to throw flour at me and u r the 1 started it huh? guess u know me too well also not a good thing hahah... nothing change i am still da same old peter that u guys and gals know so hahahah
well, i got no class till 23/03 so currently i am having my own sweet time with my bunch of friends mayb going bac soon cz i anyhow also needa go bac to the place that i belongs too sitiawan ppl wait for me darkAssassin07 is going to rock u ppls again >.<
shiat, i am still having this god damn sick 3 comes together really can die >.<, fever, headache + sore throat all come to me together... holy crap i dun wanna rmb the feeling damn suffering hahaha anyway i feelin better now thx for the tea that i dun even rmb the name and i dun even fell like rmb it cz it tatse like zzz ok thx anyway it really cures me hahaha... and recently lotsa of ppl asking me pete pete " do you hate? blablabla" well that kinda question not i dun wanna answer bcz i dun feel like answerin and i dunno how to answer it untill hahahah i watch a movie...
anyway this is my answer although is taken from a movie that i watched just now but i think it answer everything "Hate is a baggage, Life's is just too short to be pissed off all the time It's just not worth it" and " We 're not enemies but Friends, We must not be enemies through passion may have strained, We must not break our bonds of affection, The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched as surely they will be by the better angels of our nature" this is all i wanna tell them thx American History X hahahaha
herm, where should i begin.... i got no idea lotsa thing had happen recently my own problems, family problems.... some problems settle and some just stay there waitin for decision damn i dunno how to decide and i really dun feel like thinkin it the more i think the more insane i get especially my family problems it really hard to decide can some1 out there help me or at least let me know wat should i do? after some thinkin i decided that i wont give up without a fight cz mayb this is wat we call life and this the path of my life? all i can do is face it without any hesitation i dunno how long i can last but ill try my best >.<
dont ask me wat the problem is cz i dun feel like tellin the world bout my problems even if i do i dont think that they could ever understand all i can do is put it in my heart and dont show it... i got no idea why i end up updatin my blog anyway that all and i dunno and i got no idea when ill updatin next again so chiaoz...
-darkAssassin07-
losta thing had happen since last week....Ok, i don't know where should i start with although it was @ wednesday my birthday.... erm, if i am not mistaken this is the 2nd time i celebrate my bday here at sunway, cz normally i celebrate it @ my hometown and its according to the chinese cal. so my bday is at december ( cant rmb the date) not important also....
my 1st suprise party @ sunway... and for god sake i am 21 years old already no1 dares to throw all that kinda bullshit like "flour, power and water at my during my bday and if i am at there also they wont do it also... i think i should start with those tst attending my suprise party @ sunway were Yongz<--- mastermind (u better watch out for 02/03 VENGEANCE TIME), James (u din told me anything bout it!), Jolyn (u lie to me!), Proxy (i know u wanna bully me for damn long d u got it that day), wynnz (i wont forgive u cz u set me up!) CMY (INJURED AND GOT GAYF**K BY Yongz so u was forgiven ), melz ( u can run but u cant hide u wait for it cz u enjoy too much of laughin from ur camera ), Saito ( GOTCHA had fun?), Noppy (pity u buahahahah cz u stand at the wrong pose ), wenwen & marilyn (i am happy that u was there but too bad marilyn got work thx for the beer and the protector lolz) got some escapers too such like this ppl i will hunt them down seriously such like siput,jack, jiyen. flora, nana, and lots more i cant rmb that the pic down there....
FYI - those name that stated in yellow better careful yah, i will seek for revenge.... white de consider forgiven lolz.... there got lotsa pic more but i only post this so let me go thru my 21st bday party @ sunway with my friends.... if i was not mistaken it was around 7 or 8 something me, yongz, proxy and jolyn were having dinner at medan ermm blablabla kinda long make it short so when i was at my room yongz call me and ask me to follow him to indah villa to collect some bad debts... ok i say call me when u wanna go i wanna rest for a while mood not good... was thinking of really going to Knock Out then one person tat will call me out to yam cha was around 0.05% wynnz call me and say yam cha ok loh lets go cz kinda long time din c his face d, ok cut it shorter again after that while i was on my way back to condo it saw yongz walking then blablabla blind fold my eyes for god sake how long and i knew that u will bring me to bb court... once the eyes fold was taken off o i saw jolyn holding a cake party then WAR STARTED! ohyea ppls thx for the present.... ok i admit this is my 1st time i got this kinda party cz normally i whack ppl no ppl whack me back but this is like.... kena bully kao kao! - actually lotsa more happen that day but cant rmb) after all of the party bday wanna go sing... haha, but the next day on 22/01 i do spend u all makan yuean steamboat.... ok once more thx ya lolz >.<>
23/01/09 - was awake @ 9 something in the morning 2 give out a morning call services lolz then end up sleepin bac at 10 something... argh, if i write wat did i do the entire day will be damn sienz... all i know is around 10 or 11 pm my dad come to his office while is son (me :P) turn down his office tobecome a gambling den.... for god sake got another lecture from him again b4 cny (zzzz ZZZ) after that was still ok then suddenly say " u got nothing else better to do than gamble rite ask ur friends out and u r bz rite now" "ok, ok chiaoz 1st larh u all call ya later" "come up with me " all i know i was cursing him non stop till i end my job to fix 9 air sucker fans at almost each floor and it MUST BE DONE BY NOW! u lucky u r my dad if not... i pusing u like i lipat kain pekelat! zzz end up job done 2 minutes ago,... ok i was kinda boring and sleepy d.... anyway adios~~
holy crap on a cracker! i am addicted to japan drama thx yongz for downloading it for me at the hubs if not i wont watch it for sure even though u told me to watch it hahah!
My Boss My Hero herm, wat the show bout? its a bout a yakuza gang leader son that know nothing just imagine a 27 years old guy that dun even know 20+5+5+5 hahaha that funny so in oder to become the next gang leader its need to go to high school and pretending to be a 17 years old kid and cant even show off his gangs need to act like a damn innocent kid (hahahah) errr, cant write out all the stories here but if ya wanna know more just download it and watch it la ok? ( this series has lotsa pretty chicks my fav was Sato Chiaki >.<) she is beautiful seriously hahaha
for god sake i fall asleep at 12 something yesterday and woke up at 5 am in the morning... >.<
Kurosagi - errr i am still watchin the series but its nice lazy to write it here if ya all wanna know the storyline just google.com barh 100% u will get it de... trust me
and currently i am also downloading another j-drama call Tiger & Dragon its the same actor from the series MY Boss My Hero wandering how would the story line look like herm, same again from above just google.com cz i know already and kinda lazy to copy paste here >.<
ok that's all for the current momment i wanna watch kurosagi again anyway -chiaoz-
haha, dint update for around 1 week plus already.... well that because sometimes i dunno wat to write, it's impossible if i write my journal here cz sometimes i do something tat cant let ppl know, wanna know wat's that? (nah, just forget bout it and try to think my nickname darkAssassin07) :p
okok, i will just try to remember wat did i do for the past few days.... herm, okie let's start with my friends from my hometown come down and find me to had some fun together (thx james for the ride to my friends place and back ya) well, james u also enjoy urself so i dont think so that i need to thx u lolz, and we also go sing K @ neway on erm, cant remember when cz yongz say wanna to had some alcohol and he dunno where to go and james and me also dont know where should we go end up ( lat tali lat tali tampelum lolz) hahahah guess who its the that need to choose the place? me >.<>.<
ohyea, currently i am room-alone roomie just went back to his hometown @ sarawak errr, for his holiday i think not really close to him.... mayb i am a loner but i am not lonely ok?! hahah, cz sometimes i prefer to hang out with those bunch of friends that i usually join errr, dunno larh mayb i am weird ( forget bout this) and chinese new year is around the corner :) really cant wait for it... ( dun think that i just wanna collect angpow ok? lolz ) i just wanna meet up with all my bunch of brothers at my hometown cz they only come back once a year and that cny! holy crap on a cracker! its almost 7 already zzzz thx yongz for the series ya... ( finish watch all the 10 episod in 1 night ) its funny and kinda sad also... dun wan to talk bout it larh...
wait wait wait, today a damn long lost friends that ffk me for dunno how many times already come to find me CJ to had some beer together haha, i think he enjoy the place that i bring him to drink beer lolz, haha, hemm, (take a cigs and light it up) smoke inside the room only larh roomie not around also who cares am i rite? and its quite impossible for some1 to actually knock my door at this time haha, 1 more thing i got a new widget for my blog that is JUKEBOX how ya all enjoy the song by Augustana - Boston,anyways that all for the current momment, going to watch prison break now....
-darkAssassin07-
argh, come back too fast... class not even started yet shiat what am i going to do here for 1 week? zzz i had no idea.... herm, should i go back? (wandering... no idea) its almost 5 now and i cant sleep + my room stupid air cond is not even cold out of gas mayb and it leaking water..... for god sake my room air cond just now look like pipe bcz of the water look abit like its sick to me bcz normally if aircond leak water it normally drop slowly but mine different case it puke lolz... when it puke i was like omg, wtf,wth, zzz cursing the air cond non- stop because my shirt and bed is just under the air cond.... (tell me need to curse or not) >.<>
still thinking should i go bac or not.... herm, tomorrow only c how barh....
-chiaoz-
i am back at sunway again... reach here yesterday around 12 something... kinda tired the whole day cz bz cleaning my room the dust is as thick as my oxford dictionary >.<>.<>.<
nothing so special today... just went to college then ermmmm stay at room the whole day bz updating my laptop drivers and etc... haiz, should i go back or not? clz starting next week stay here nothing to do de >.<>
currently listening to 张雨生 - 大海 <--- my fav songs
从那遥远海边，慢慢消失的你，
本来模糊的脸，竟然渐渐清晰。
想要说些什么，又不知从何说起，
只有把它心底。
茫然走在海边，看那潮来潮去，
徒劳无功，想把每朵浪花记清，
想要说声爱你，却被吹散在风里。
茫然回头，你在那里。
如果大海能够，唤回曾经的爱。
就让我用一生等待。
如果深情往事，你已不再留恋。
就让它随风飘远。
如果大海能够，带走我的哀愁。
就象带走每条河流。
所有受过的伤，所有流过的泪。
我的爱……
请全部带走。
茫然走在海边，看那潮来潮去，
徒劳无功，想把每朵浪花记清，
想要说声爱你，却被吹散在风里。
茫然回头，你在那里。
如果大海能够，唤回曾经的爱。
就让我用一生等待。
如果深情往事，你已不再留恋。
就让它随风飘远。
如果大海能够，带走我的哀愁。
就象带走每条河流。
所有受过的伤，所有流过的泪。
我的爱……
请全部带走。
如果大海能够，唤回曾经的爱。
就让我用一生等待。
如果深情往事，你已不再留恋。
就让它随风飘远。
如果大海能够，带走我的哀愁。
就象带走每条河流。
所有受过的伤，所有流过的泪。
我的爱……
请全部带走。
that's the lyric although i dunno how to read chinese... but its really a good song... try it at youtube i bet u all can find it... k i dunno wat to do rite now mayb i will go and kacao ppl or just end up my day...
woohoo, Happy New Year! :p althought greet it for 3 days late cz i was kinda bz and my stupid laptop got infected by virus from some stupid file that i tot it was Jet Li movie Once A Upon A Time In China & America.... format it once already but then my hand was kinda itchy because its was totally not same with my pervious windows ( not same cd ) so i decided to search for unlocker, microsoft play tools, how to add it to mouse right click and at the end i wanted to search for windows xp themes, i saw a vista theme pack bla bla bla and the screen shot was damn cool.... so i downloaded it and decided to give it a try... all the installation was kinda nice but till 1 part i cant rmb wat i did so then next day when i on my laptop and gosh! ka ba boom! for god sake i cant even load my destop, task manager, and lots more... omg... i'm in trouble again and that night 2nd day new year if i am not mistaken.... it changes all my windows xp file to wat file i had no idea at all and i cant even load safe mode so haiz fuck it, tonight got plans and not really wanna use laptop (forget it cz i scold lotsa foochow evil words lolz )
The plans that night was cancel at 1st cz heard of operasi by somefriends that trying to prank on us at 1st we believe but till 11 something me and my bunch of friends says 'fuck it' operasi ma operasi larh! sked wat! kia lets go! ok 1 say go all also will go liao... destination "新天王'" (the chinese words might be wrong cz i dunno chinese bantai only de) the most famose place @ my hometown for the current moment... got ourselfs a VIP room 9 :p at 1st was singin K 1st for the kick or aka mood to come alright times comes no more singin! its dancing time! techno was the best... lol woohoo! that was an awesome night for 2009! hahah cz meet up with long lost friends, really enjoy myself cz we had lotsa beer, some punches, some this la that la lolz end up go back at house @ 9.45 a.m and got a damn long 2009 1st lecture from my dad >.<
today was kinda tired running up and down needa do lotsa thing... visit my grandma la this la that la all got to do with family thingy de.. zzz next time come back from sunway must go visit them 1st then only go out play lolz ( hahahah wat happen if they saw this i dunno )... look like i got not enough time to sleep already cz time was running out cz needa accompany my dad for a while b4 i go 2 ipoh and go back to sunway at noon ( look like i going to get a long lecture again) >.<>
-chiaoz-
